u all are just the same

please, i beg u all
dont when anything happens between me and my friend..
u all start asking me...
like i am the one who is always wrong
last time also like this
now also like this........

AND

i did scratch ur princess hand
ya..u angry it is normal.......
but i got say sorry to you
the first time i say sorry
you just angrily go away
the second time i say sorry
you also dun wan to forgive..
the third time i say sorry
you just say
"SORRY DAI SAI A?"
i can say that u that sentence
memang hurt de lo.....
i dun expect that you are the same as her
say sorry, u all dun forgive
and act like angry .......
you all keep tell people.... that you
are angry of me........
then they come ask me........
"why you and yung yee"
bla bla bla....

you say u get hurt ....
ya u did get hurt...
but it is ur hand.........
the one whose heart did get hurt
is ME
i dunt expect.. that
we argue because of this small thing
i dun expect ..
i say sorry u dun forgive......
u know me most
u know my pass
u know my everything
u know wad happen to me
between me and my pass best friend
because of she dun frogive........
thats why we make till like this......
i didnt do wrong ..
also i nid say soli to her.....
just to remain my friendship
but wad happen......
u all treat me SHIT

everytime ,u sad...
i support you
everytime,u say wan go toilet
i go with you,
u say u wan come early school
i come early just to "pei" you
u say u dunt want so fast go bak class
i lepak with you...........
i dunt scare teacher catch...
because i know
even i get caught......
there will also be a friend with me.......
you ask me who is my best friend..........
i say i dun have any best friend.............
but sometimes i think u can be my best frien...
cause we have the same thought...........
but now i change my mind.......
these days , u treat me differently.....
i go find teacher with ketua class....
you ANGRY
i didnt go toilet with you
you ANGRY
i no "pei" u talk
you SAY I DUN CARE YOU

sometime..
i just dunt know what u all are thinking

conclusion= no one is perfect
but a friendship
can remain well
not because of we are perfect
but because a heart with FORGIVE

haiss.....

i dunno wad the hack u two are thinking
u two still wan to play is it?
i have say before.....yes!i didnt
care wad u will do to me.....
but i have say before
LET ME REMAIN PEACE.......
u like this do.....
are childish......
and i am always
very "fan" becoz of u two.........

and the xxxxxx
pls.....
dun keep call ur frien to tell my laopo...
u wan how many ppl to knw that
you dun like her?
cant u just say face to face?
nid to use this way meh?
u are just hurting ppl......
not telling ppl to forget you.....
once she had been hurt......
and u are the second......
u also had tried once..
hurt by another one....
pls dun just think at ur side...
just thinking that wan she forget you.....
wan she dun think u love her....
wan she knw that u didnt like her....
wan she knw that u two are impossible.....
stop that... at think at her side...
if u are her...
how would u feel ?
think it yourself.....

conclusion=laopo....
be cheerful and one day u will find
a better one....
i will be supporting YOU..
forever......

haiss....frien?

i am disappointed with you...
wad u do....
wad u say..
make me felt speechless
u say one thing to sumbody
and u say another to the next people
they keep telling me.. about wad u say on me
i thing i dun nid to let them repeat all the time
but i think they r not repeating...
they keep tell me.. coz u say may stories to them...
u keep blame on me...
that all is my false..
all is me bad....
but wad did u do?
think it yourself...
dun just keep blame on me....
wad u say i dun care...
u dislike me i dun care...
u say me bad.. i also dun care...
wad u do to me ..i also wont care...
you keep say i also dun care....
just let me felt peace.....
and please...
if u wan say me.. can... but dun say
sumthing i didnt do.. and
dun say sumthing that let my friendship broken
wish u happy always

conclusion=speechless, dissapointed

tuesday life~~

today no so much thing happen
early go skul...
then..go library...
then no go beratur .....
then... go class..
help yung yee find her beloved purse
then cant find.....
yung yee angry jor.....
go take their books to teacher.....
then... moral....
teacher dun let go out.....
so when bm..
we borrow pass..
and go toilet.......
then we come bak...
5 min then her class pass....
then MATH AND BI.....
teacher no cum in
then.......we share secret....
then.......we go toilet without pass....
go toilet saw many ppl.....
they say is afternoon session toilet party
then ...we go bak class
then met miss lee...
zadou.. luckily no catch no pass...
then rehat...........
then KH....
go toilet again = =
then teacher say.. friday who no.. pass book
no nid go his class.....
i am saying.. "hooray"
then i ask him....
if gt pass up MUST in class?
he say "yes"
THEN I RATHER DUN PASS UP.....
then sivik....
stupid teacher salin stupid nota
for us.....
then seni....
the worst seni lesson.....
the teacher...
cant stop membebel.....
i was like want to slap her......
membebel for one period.....
she dun sien i sien man.....
then cut those dumb paper......
then...lepas sekolah.....
then...buy ice cream eat...
my ice cream drop on the floor..
zadou....... but i dun mind.....
today wanna sleep early .....

conclusion=sien day + emo day
+useless day +boring day +
crazy day+toilet day

cheer up~~

yung yee,
sumtime u reali does nid to forget it....
perasaan this thing cant to be paksa
u like her.. but wad use?
she nid to had a feel on you too...
many ppl told you this...
u still dunwan to hear....
thats it...
u get deeper and deeper....
i noe i tell u all these
that will make u cry
make u sad
but in case...she hurt you....
u will suffer more than this...
u have tried once..
u have been hurt once...
i dunwan u to let other ppl hurt again....
i tell u all this...
maybe u will listen..
but u just cant forget it...
yung yee...
time can cure everything....
let time pass and u will
forget everything...

conclusion= i will be by ur
side..
supporting you..
remember ..
u still have me this frien

sienzz

today y so sienzz de....
with everyone also no topic say
just go friendster keep view ppl profile
guys ,if saw many ppl view you.. sure one of them
is me....
2molo rishmah...
birthday le o ~~
happi birthday nerh
still dunno wanna gib wad to you ><
sumone at MSN can talk with me a?

conclusion= sienzz..talk with me la><

monday life

today seems like nothing happen....
go skul at 10.00
then time passes so fast....
then go to class.....
study......
call pn hau...
hau hau....
she answered me ...
zadou.....
then rehat.........
yung yee still escaping xxxxxxxxx
sejarah....
talk about this sat
and next saturday...
go chat room.. and also maybe time square
to celebrate my birthday
now begging my mom...
to let me go time square...
hope she let go.......
then... PJ
go tandas.....
today so fast then go bak class jor.....
then do math.....
MATH
do the graf prestasi.....
then......
bak home ..............

conclusion=sien.........nothing do.....boring......

sienzzz... wont again!!!!

today~~~
thought so happi de~~
can go chatroom.. with frien
then ho~~ i morning wake up...
yung yee call me say she no go liao
then suan lo......
then go to
school gt orkestra
the stupid dumb instrument
nearly let my finger bleed
haisss.....
then finally finish orkestra....
go find that dumb KAREN
she no wait me at pondok
THEN GO JOR ....
WAD THE XXXX
then call mom fetch me ...
and sms qiqi
say no go jor.....
stupid KAREN
put my aeroplane....
MONDAY i want let u die
and send you to HELL

CONCLUSION=pls...dun put my aeroplane....
u dare to do it...
i wont go out with u anymore......

bak again~~

so long no write blog jor ~~
between these few months can say is many
changes ba....
friend change ...sum friend go from me one by one
some just keep stick on me....
some is new friends.......
but i think sumthing like
cant communicate with new friends ...
dunno y..... maybe is becoz we are not
reali those who are~~ meet then chat then becum friendz de...
but they are my friend de friend....
FRIENDS
complicated.....
one say call me to dun friend with her...
another one also call me to dun friend her...
WAD TO DO?
i dunwan to hurt u all de feeling...
so PLS dun stuck all this problem to me....
IF I REALI DO HATE THE PERSON ..
NO NID U ALL SAY I ALSO WONT STICK HER SO MANY....
so now ..... i and my friend not frien jor...
now i had new friend... YUNG YEE(laopo)
we play together ..walk along together....
kao "zai" together.....
haha.. no la.. just her kaka
i felt myself at these time...
not in the mood to study
i didnt do homework.....
class no hear teacher say...
dirty words all over my mouth....
i wish i could change but i cant...
coz i am enjoying these times.....

today~~
nothing much just happen.....
but just no mood in the morning....
felt like being kept aside....
then KH .....take en wajdi pass
go out thr play.......
then REHAT~~
yung yee lao po~~ u dun have to see her
then try to escape from her.....
just dun hear the gossips........
act a normal friend to her......

then...maths
listen to the teacher say....
then... BI
go out with xxxxx
find teacher ....
but at last i end up to a......
wet chicken
then.....
go toilet with yung yee laopo.....
we QUARREL
i can even BELIEVE...
that u could say such a thing to my LAOPO
and say another thing to me...
WHAT THE HACK HAD HAPPEN TO YOU?
I STILL TREAT U AS MY FRIEN....
NO NID TO DO TILL LIKE THIS...........
U WAN US TO QUARREL THEN
I CAN BE BEST FRIEN WITH YOU?
IF U WANNA TO DO THIS ..
I CAN SAY THAT IT IS NO USE OF ALL...

quarrel jor ... then nearly wanna cry
then we met bak...
nthg jor....
talk talk talk .
then onli know it is a
SALAH faham
THEN...... 5.30 ++
GO BAK HOME LU ~~


yung yee lao po......
we no nid to escape from them....
we dun nid to scare that....
they will say we purposely want
to see them....
we are just met at the same time... nthg else....
so.. if they just misunderstanding..
let it be on...
we do our " daily routine " XD

end of my daily blog today...
conclusion =stay happi